I had another realization today. (Sometimes things come at me quickly – up and down, up and down!)
I really think I need to get back to doing the right things, no matter how hard they might be. I need to obey even if it feels hard or even impossible. When I was doing that before, God provided. I knew I was doing the right thing, even when it hurt, and God carried me. And healed me.
I’ve gotten away from that this week. I tried to “protect” myself. I thought I was protecting my heart, but that didn’t seem to work. It wasn’t helping.
I need to get back to obeying. That’s when we take steps forward. That’s when I’m walking holding my Abba’s Hand. And He can soothe the ache, I can’t.
So, here’s to hard obedience. Wish me luck!